rainbow girl.

monday she feels sad and blue
so she tries to find the same colour shoe
tuesday is fake so she stays in her bed
with a lipstick she paints a smile big and red

rainbow girl rainbow girl

wedensday she feels lack of hope
so she washes away depression with soap
thursday she feels down and mellow
this dress shows her chest it's so fine and it's yellow
friday it's the peak of the week
in the mirror rehearsals of being discreet
saturday she's dancing around with grace
sunday black mascara is running down her face

rainbow girl rainbow girl
every day of the week rainbow girl
rainbow girl rainbow girl
everyday she is so weak rainbow girl
rainbow girl rainbow girl
it rains with tears on her cheek rainbow girl
rainbow girl rainbow girl

to the backbone.

maskenparade.

zieh sie auf.
nimm sie ab.

fang an zu spielen.
auf andere zu zielen.

zieh sie auf.
nimm sie ab.

schau, dass niemand dich sieht.
sich mit ihr verzieht.

zieh sie auf.
nimm sie ab.

nimm dir, nimm dir viel.
es ist dein spiel.

wie edith.

und sie sang es. ihr singen wurde zum schreien. ihr schreien zum weinen.

ihre tränen verzauberten den mund. und sie lächelte. strahlte.

summte "non, rien de rien..."

schön und unverbindlich.

there’s a look on your face i would like to knock out
see the sin in your grin and the shape of your mouth
all i want is to see you in terrible pain
though we won’t ever meet i remember your name

can’t believe you were once just like anyone else
then you grew and became like the devil himself
pray to god i can think of a nice thing to say
but i don’t think i can so fuck you anyway

you are scum, you are scum and I hope that you know
that the cracks in your smile are beginning to show
now the world needs to see that it’s time you should go
there’s no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow

can’t believe you were once just like anyone else
then you grew and became like the devil himself
pray to god i can think of a nice thing to say
but i don’t think i can, so fuck you anyway

bet you sleep like a child with your thumb in your mouth
i could creep up beside put a gun in your mouth
makes me sick when i hear all the shit that you say
so much crap coming out it must take you all day
there’s a space kept in hell with your name on the seat
with a spike in the chair just to make it complete
when you look at yourself do you see what i see
if you do why the fuck are you looking at me

why the fuck why the fuck are you looking at me

there’s a time for us all and i think yours has been
can you please hurry up 'cos i find you obscene
we can’t wait for the day that you’re never around
when that face isn’t here and you rot underground

can’t believe you were once just like anyone else
then you grew and became like the devil himself
pray to god i can think of a nice thing to say
but I don’t think i can so fuck you anyway

"hör auf zu töten, was nicht dir gehört." n.v.d.

autsch.

es zieht und ruckelt und reißt an mir
es schneidet und zerfetzt mich
wie ein wildes tier.

es blutet
dunkel und rot
gefährlich wie tod

nicht das herz, nein, ließ ich mir rauben.
nur mein stolz musste dran glauben.